Jeremiah Eastwood Cedeno

i miss the times at your house in bloom shootin at eachother with airsoft guns,wathchin cartoons before school, bikin, gettin in trouble at school wit throwin food at eachotherand gettin in trouble...ill never forget a single time i've hung out with you..they were some of the best in funniest times of my life..rest in peace bro.

Jeremiah jeremiah....ill never forget frowong up with him..me and jeremiah really didnt start hanging out until we got to middle school. He was one of a kind person though... jeremiah always put a smile on your face and made sure your were ok. Ill never forget our times down at the park or up at the rennissance or even in school. No one could ever replace him in anybody's hearts. Ill never forget when he moved to Benton we made it seem like it was so far aways. I cried for hours when he moved when it wasnt far at all!!!!!!! And we always said we would keep in touch. And we did. Ill never forget him at all. My prayers go out to the family. Jeremiah cant wait to see you again!!!!Miss you everyday!!! Love you kid

To be honest with everyone.. Its so surreal to be writing this. I had so many wonderful times with jeremiah when we were younger. We used to hang out after school, he'd walk me to his house.. we'd wait for other people to share the day with. I remember how polite he always was. God knows how much my mom actually loved him. My family is truely sorry for all of our loss. I just wish I could go back to the last time I saw him and hold him against me until the stars fell down around us. I wish I could hear him call someone a faggot one more time.. lol.. God, I will always be thankful the ugly scar he gave me on my arm with his lighter.. he laughed and said.. its a smiley for you.. youll always remember me now.. If only I knew that was true then.. the last time I saw him we were in buckhorn and he was sooo tall.. he wasnt the petite little boy id known for so long.. he was a gorgeous young man.. may god keep him safe.. let him reunite us all in the end..

the first time I met jeremiah was at his church when I went the one day with the Klems. I was sitting on the coach and he turned to Max and asked him "whose that?", and Max said that's my friend Steve and Jeremiah turned to him and said, "he looks like a faggot." It was one of the best days of my life when Jeremiah moved into the house down from Sun Dry. This gave me the oppurtunity to get to know him and to make memories where we were always having a good time. I'll never forget walking around Benton just so we could smoke a cigarette, even when a thunderstorm was about to happen. Or the time that his mom found his spitters in his closet when he had his own room. It's been so different without Jeremiah and things will always be weird because no matter what I'm doing with the group of friends that was also Jer's, I know he would be there making himself one of the life's of the party. I'll never forget letting Jeremiah use my cell to talk to Aly on the way home from wrestling matches and they would put 'I love you' to each other, and then Alex would then see that on my cell phone when she read my texts and wonder wtf and get all pissed. Jeremiah was one of my bestest friends and I loved him like a brother I would've done anything for that kid even if he failed to get me Breaking Benjamin tickets for the concert at BU even though I had already given him the money for them..haha..I miss you so much Jeremiah like things just haven't been the same...it seems like every situation is missing your input...I haven't had anyone to shake hands with in the hall make up something ridiculous that we could've given each other and then say this is how you repay me...Rest Easy...I'll see you again someday man..

well one day jer tony and me were on our way to lunch(we worked together)and he was complaining about the fact that he never getts any girls! and like jer he dramatizes everything! hes freaking because he only had so many girl if you know what i mean. well then tony and i were making suggestions on how he could fix him problem... tony said what about a hooker you can walk the streets and you would even make money, jer said no f-ing way stds man! then i said well just turn gay and it wont matter. and ofcourse he say great idea. and he says i'll like it in my mouth my nose my ear ill like it all. just tryin to be the funny man he is. then i said how about your belly button? and he starts to fake cry and say I HAVE AN OUTTY!!!! and we all just lost it and it was prob. brought up everytime i sall him. and to this day i think about it at least one a week. or have a dream about it and wake up with tears in my eyes cuz i was laughing so hard. i miss him like crazy the only one who could piss me off one sec. cuz he was peting me and make me love him the next because he would do anything for me.

 

he used to say he was going to spoil my daughter rotten when i had her. and he always called my belly a tumor. and even tho he never met her i will make sure that she knows about him and how he cared for her already. and i will always know that she is safe because of an angle that will keep her close to his heart. rest easy babe. miss you like crazy.

 

 

-arigon